Adumbrate: To very gently suggest.
Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
What a new start.
I remember ever hearing upon someone saying,
Dealing with children is like involving yourself in a bet.
Either You win or lose.
Eiter the kids like you, or you would be the one losing all your patience to them.
Today, school came a new child named Noah.
A 22month todd.
Gosh. You wont know how horrible were his screams and cries.
They are far worse than typical wolves howlings.
Piercing through every single furniture we have in the school,
Beyond thick concrete walls, we can still here his sobbs.
For more than an hour, the same melodrama continues.
Gosh. taking eons to pacify this little spinach pueeny baby did take much effort.
Finally, he eased his tears and allowed me to carry him on my arms,
putting him to bed.
Gladly, he did manage to fall asleep for more than an hour.
An hour of peace and ease.
Probably him being too tired over his tandtrums thrown.
Conclusion: Life's not easy when you are trying to focus.
I was trying to focus to give my best shot to these little angels.
Ended up, they seem more like little devils.
Till now, I am beyond description of my weariness.
I barely can open my eyes to glare at anything glaring now.
Starbucks with Auntie Judy and Momo just now.
Had their signature hot chocolate and low fat mango cheese cake.
Kinda refreshing for my weary brain.
The most unfortunate series that bestowed me today isnt something proud to boast about.
With Sore-eyes that lasted the whole 2009-01-02 Was far worse than anyone could expect.
Bad luck?
Or Bad Omen?
Someone told me never believe in somthing called karma.
Could it be an opposing sign of everything that happened last year?
If it's real, most likely,
I could gaining a rather happy life this year round then.
Can someone tell me,
How long will life continue to go on like this?
All stuck between a thin line of happiness and upsetness?
As the old saying goes,
Just keep praying.
I'm praying for my weariness to die off.
Maybe it will ease after a good night sleep.