For the cutest will always end up being the cutest.
Hectic week coming up, people.
With all the Lunar New Year Preparations,
House Keeping, Blah Blah.
It just get us all feeling lousy at the end of each day.
Darn Darn.
It's just merely a week before it hit 19.
I cant seem to forgive myself for not missing you more and more each day.
I guess I just cant seem to learn how to let go.
Let go of the past between you and me.
The sudden Communication bond we had makes me feel even more afraid.
Afraid of losing you, as a friend, or maybe, A Love one.
Nineteen years of lifespan is reaching.
My dearest one, I took more than a year to love you.
Time passes, but my feelings do not fade.
Ask me not why. For I cant even give myself an answer.
It's time to think about the future.
Whether am I ever worth...
I love you, right from the start.
Till now, I am still here.
Waiting...


Grant me a birthday wish.
The wish that I would love for it to come true forever.
Give me a birthday gift.
A gift that will make me happy for a lifelong time.


For so long,
I start to realise that every single minute seems to be filled with your images.
Baby.
How long will it take for u to realise,
I am always a part of you?


Nothing interesting recently.
Lost interest in almost everything.
Time passes slowly.
Memories fade even slower.
:(


Caught Australia after knocking off today.
A Beautifully painted movie.
How lovely would it be to love till the end of times?
Just like the two lovebirds on the screen?
Seriously, I have no idea what God have really plan for me ahead.
So tired. So tired from trying to get my ways to find you.
You, my Mr R.





Please forgive me, for I act a little strange.
Gawd. I am sick.
So sick so sick till I think I am getting insane.
WHY ON EARTH AM I SO NOT OVER HIM?
Lindis Lindis, Tell me what am I suppose to do?


Wherever you may go, no matter where you are,
I will never be far away.
Remember all the songs you sang for me?
Strumming the strings through the phone?
All these memories are driving me down the drain.


Can someone tell me how to return to the past?
Can just that somebody put me back to where we started?


Believe in fate?
For all the past between me and you, I'm going nuts.
I'm going nuts for all the past between me and you.
I want a comeback. I want to return to history to love you all again.
Yet...
I cant.
Believe me, I cant.
You are my elixir. My precious jewel that dazzles.
The one that have never left me.
Never ever parted a part of me.



For a moment,
I suddenly got so tired from blogging down everything right here.
Something's going wrong.
Really wrong.
All wrong.
I Hate it for happening
and I really hated u for doing it.


As all things starts to go wrong at the beginning of a new year,
I seem to be awfully reluctant to admit defeat to fate.
He changed. As though he really did.
We talked, but words that came out were simply too plain.
I dislike it when he stares into my eyes.
When he take changes to seat beside me.
I hated it when we actually share similar objects.
I simply hated every part of him.
Just for the reason of hatred.
Or probably, no reason for the hatred I have for him.


I can't seem to forget.
Neither can I accept the fact of his apologies.
Apologies without sincerity can never be accepted.


Did he said let bygones be bygones?
What will you do when one you love so deeply hurt u so badly?
Bygones be bygones?
Or is it just a mere joke you are talking about?


Talking about forgiveness.
How does this word ever came across to him?
There seems to be totally no such word that ever been recorded in his dictionary.
The book of holiness that seems to record events of Selfishness,
Evilness, Proudness, Self Pitiness, Judgementalness... All and all of his nonsense.


God will judge him.
On one final day.
For all the deeds he have done.
Believing, that there will be a fair day ahead.
God is fair, and God won't allow the evil to sucummb to victory.


To Him And To Her,
May God Bless you all.


I'm turing upon deaf ears.
Filtering out all words he spoke.
Never meant to listen and never will.


Dearest him,
Please think of your actions.
Do a reflection.
You are old enough to decide between good and evil.
Look at yourself in the mirror.
God blessed you with the perfect features.
Why bother to do things to further uglify yourself?
Behavior, Words, Attitude, etc...
Is that all what you wanna become in future?
The evil one?
Is that the one, the only evil one that can exsist in you?
At the beginning,
When I ever got to know you,
Every part and everything of you fascinates me.
Be it your voice, your look, plainly, simply, your everything invites me in.
In... Into your heart.
Yet now, the nightmare beguns.
You changed.
Changed to someone no longer noticeable.
A total change person whom no one knows who you are.


Faith have shaken in you.
Words of unkindness comes out from you.
Actions of Childishness pours out from your hands.
Insanity seems to be drving you crazy.


Have all the lack of concern shook you?
Or have you admitted defeat to the evil side of you?
Just by judging at your actions and words,
You totally seem to have already place your feet into the evil grounds.


Why have I ever forsaken you?
Why have I ever even befriend you?


Everything. Everything of you hurts.
Hating you hurts more than anything.


Please.
Love one, change yourself.
Give yourself back to the one that created you.
You need him, real badly.
Look upon to the ones near you.
Your dearest ones that can release the kind soul inside you.


Look back.
Regret.
I need you back, my dearest friend.
I need to know you, once again.


To C.M And E.P.
If you guys are reading this,
listen up.
ILU guys.
Brace up through all matters.
Time heals and God treats.

For the cutest will always end up being the cutest.
Hectic week coming up, people.
With all the Lunar New Year Preparations,
House Keeping, Blah Blah.
It just get us all feeling lousy at the end of each day.
Darn Darn.
It's just merely a week before it hit 19.
I cant seem to forgive myself for not missing you more and more each day.
I guess I just cant seem to learn how to let go.
Let go of the past between you and me.
The sudden Communication bond we had makes me feel even more afraid.
Afraid of losing you, as a friend, or maybe, A Love one.
Nineteen years of lifespan is reaching.
My dearest one, I took more than a year to love you.
Time passes, but my feelings do not fade.
Ask me not why. For I cant even give myself an answer.
It's time to think about the future.
Whether am I ever worth...
I love you, right from the start.
Till now, I am still here.
Waiting...


Grant me a birthday wish.
The wish that I would love for it to come true forever.
Give me a birthday gift.
A gift that will make me happy for a lifelong time.


For so long,
I start to realise that every single minute seems to be filled with your images.
Baby.
How long will it take for u to realise,
I am always a part of you?


Nothing interesting recently.
Lost interest in almost everything.
Time passes slowly.
Memories fade even slower.
:(


Caught Australia after knocking off today.
A Beautifully painted movie.
How lovely would it be to love till the end of times?
Just like the two lovebirds on the screen?
Seriously, I have no idea what God have really plan for me ahead.
So tired. So tired from trying to get my ways to find you.
You, my Mr R.





Please forgive me, for I act a little strange.
Gawd. I am sick.
So sick so sick till I think I am getting insane.
WHY ON EARTH AM I SO NOT OVER HIM?
Lindis Lindis, Tell me what am I suppose to do?


Wherever you may go, no matter where you are,
I will never be far away.
Remember all the songs you sang for me?
Strumming the strings through the phone?
All these memories are driving me down the drain.


Can someone tell me how to return to the past?
Can just that somebody put me back to where we started?


Believe in fate?
For all the past between me and you, I'm going nuts.
I'm going nuts for all the past between me and you.
I want a comeback. I want to return to history to love you all again.
Yet...
I cant.
Believe me, I cant.
You are my elixir. My precious jewel that dazzles.
The one that have never left me.
Never ever parted a part of me.



For a moment,
I suddenly got so tired from blogging down everything right here.
Something's going wrong.
Really wrong.
All wrong.
I Hate it for happening
and I really hated u for doing it.


As all things starts to go wrong at the beginning of a new year,
I seem to be awfully reluctant to admit defeat to fate.
He changed. As though he really did.
We talked, but words that came out were simply too plain.
I dislike it when he stares into my eyes.
When he take changes to seat beside me.
I hated it when we actually share similar objects.
I simply hated every part of him.
Just for the reason of hatred.
Or probably, no reason for the hatred I have for him.


I can't seem to forget.
Neither can I accept the fact of his apologies.
Apologies without sincerity can never be accepted.


Did he said let bygones be bygones?
What will you do when one you love so deeply hurt u so badly?
Bygones be bygones?
Or is it just a mere joke you are talking about?


Talking about forgiveness.
How does this word ever came across to him?
There seems to be totally no such word that ever been recorded in his dictionary.
The book of holiness that seems to record events of Selfishness,
Evilness, Proudness, Self Pitiness, Judgementalness... All and all of his nonsense.


God will judge him.
On one final day.
For all the deeds he have done.
Believing, that there will be a fair day ahead.
God is fair, and God won't allow the evil to sucummb to victory.


To Him And To Her,
May God Bless you all.


I'm turing upon deaf ears.
Filtering out all words he spoke.
Never meant to listen and never will.


Dearest him,
Please think of your actions.
Do a reflection.
You are old enough to decide between good and evil.
Look at yourself in the mirror.
God blessed you with the perfect features.
Why bother to do things to further uglify yourself?
Behavior, Words, Attitude, etc...
Is that all what you wanna become in future?
The evil one?
Is that the one, the only evil one that can exsist in you?
At the beginning,
When I ever got to know you,
Every part and everything of you fascinates me.
Be it your voice, your look, plainly, simply, your everything invites me in.
In... Into your heart.
Yet now, the nightmare beguns.
You changed.
Changed to someone no longer noticeable.
A total change person whom no one knows who you are.


Faith have shaken in you.
Words of unkindness comes out from you.
Actions of Childishness pours out from your hands.
Insanity seems to be drving you crazy.


Have all the lack of concern shook you?
Or have you admitted defeat to the evil side of you?
Just by judging at your actions and words,
You totally seem to have already place your feet into the evil grounds.


Why have I ever forsaken you?
Why have I ever even befriend you?


Everything. Everything of you hurts.
Hating you hurts more than anything.


Please.
Love one, change yourself.
Give yourself back to the one that created you.
You need him, real badly.
Look upon to the ones near you.
Your dearest ones that can release the kind soul inside you.


Look back.
Regret.
I need you back, my dearest friend.
I need to know you, once again.


To C.M And E.P.
If you guys are reading this,
listen up.
ILU guys.
Brace up through all matters.
Time heals and God treats.